PATRICIA DIAZ-BIAN

Junior

“[When I’m sad], normally I just go scroll through Instagram and it’s always full of memes so that sometimes makes me laugh. Other times  I say the most random things to myself and then I’ll be like ‘Ha! that’s weird.’ I literally just say gibberish. Or I pose in front of my mirror, and I hit the pose and I say ‘Hey I look f*cking hot today.’ Just hype myself up. I also blast music. I go to the fridge, open it, see nothing that I want but I’ll go stand there for five minutes. Or I run to my dog and annoy the heck out of her. She makes me really happy. I look at her face and I think ‘oh I don’t deserve you but I’m so happy you’re here.’ And honestly, most of the time [I’m] just lying in a dark room staring at the ceiling. Or just taking really long naps.”